Blogger FAIL!

I would like to say that it was the weather, or the holidays, or being busy that has caused me to stall  for the last (gulp) few months, but it's not. It's me! I've been at this place many times before....when the going gets tough, I give up! I don't like to fail...nobody does, but by giving up, I am doing that exact thing!

I "know" what I need to do. I "know" that I need to start journaling, stop making excuses and exercise more frequently. I am doing many things well, and I acknowledge that, but I need to do alot more things...and do them consistantly! Now just to get my head and body working on the same team.

Just a few more weeks and it will be time to submit my paperwork! I'm excited and scared. It seems like I've been waiting for so long, but then again, it seems like I just started. At times, having WLS was all that I could think about! Then, it subsided for awhile, but I think I'm on the path to be it consuming again. I want to be prepared, but realize that I'll also have to figure some things out as I go.

My dream is becoming closer to reality!